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When roses wither & die, your heart dies together with them.

There's some times,
When you wake up in the morning, and for no reasons. You know your mood is just spoilt. You woke up, feeling pissed, feeling as if the world owes you something. But it isn't. You just felt wrong, you felt,
Things were out of place.

Today wouldn't be as great as yesterday, neither will tomorrow be as great as today. It just felt this way. Don't ask why. There's always a reason behind everything that is happening or occuring. But for my case, my reason for why this is happening, is because, this is happening for a reason that i never knew, or maybe, i have yet to find it out yet.

I shall post about my schedules for the following weeks next time. I gotta go to school. Have got a friendly handball match with NYJC. I shall update soon.

Note to self: Next post, Post on schedules & competitions and training schedules :/

Busy schedule, for this holiday ._.

Ohmanszxzx.
Hahaha. SHAGG UHH! :X Hahaha. This whole holiday, I'm getting really busy. This Sunday, might be going to Johor for a Handball friendly with them. Haha. Oh, 1000 more hits & my blog will finally reach 10,000 hit counters already. Ever since olevel till now, i don't really have the chance of posting, thus resulting in the drop and loss of my Readers & more readers.

I'll promise to post up more often.
Hahaa. But gotta see if my brother allows me to use his laptop @ home or not. It all depends on him you see.! :D

& ANYWAY,

Had friendly match with unity secondary just now. It was okay, but i didn't perform to standard. But overall score, 7-3. Regent 7 & Unity 3. Haha. Yesterday school training, today handball friendly, later in the evening, Youth Training @ East Cost Park again! Really damn busy mannnnzxzx!

Oh,

& I've been receiving comments from people telling me that my blog is entertaining. Haha. I have no idea which part or where. But thanks to everyone that says that. & thanks to my loyal readers! :D HAHAHA. I'm like making myself sound like as if I'M A BLOGGER STAR! ._. But i'm not lah. Haha. I'm a normal kiddo, & i post about how i feel, and how i think. Haha. So yahh :D

&&&,
I need a job. Which is in the night. Because i have trainings around 5-6 times a week. So yah, & upcoming competition next week. Inter-school Handball Competition. Haha. Wish me luck babeh! :D HAHAHHA.

I'm preparing to go to EAST COAST PARK for my training niao. Hahaha. so far norh! :/ Neverminddddd, LUCKILY I HAVE MY PHONEEE *EVIL LAUGHHH!*

Gotta go gotta go, anything can text me babehs! :D TOODLES NOODLES!

Lying on the floor, where were you.

Sick & Tired.

"Whoever says friendship is easy, has obviously never had a, True Friend." - Bronwyn Polso

I don't know where to start.

I just wanna spill everything out. But I have no idea what is it that i wanna say. I don't have a clear mind right now. Seriously, i'm tired, mentally, physically & emotionally. My relationship with everyone hasn't been going smooth. I don't know why. I'm not pointing fingers @ anything or anyone. But life isn't that great for me. In fact, it's getting worst day by day.

I have so much to say.
But if you would to remember, you told me NEVER to talk to you again. We've been friends for 4 years. It felt like we've known each other since our last life. I couldn't talk to you, no matter how much i wanted to, but now that I've got the chance, I've lost all courage to talk.

You know,

On grad night, i walked up stage, started waving my hand around. I was in fact, looking out for you. But i couldn't see you anywhere. I tried looking & looking, but i just couldn't find. So i gave up. & resumed my night as per normal. Then, it was the reception. I stood by the pillar, & from the corner of my eye, i kept looking back @ you. Hoping you'll walk up to me, and ask me to a corner to talk. But you didn't. & Frankly, i was quite disheartened. I was hoping every second, you'll walk up to me to start a speech. But you didn't. So i left school, with a broken heart. Wondering if you had been looking out for me or not. When i look @ you during recess or whenever that i see you, i just can't take it, but to stare politely for a short moment, & if you were to turn around, i'll just look away, pretending that i didn't take notice of you. The only way i could know things about you, was through your blog. You blocked me, I blocked you too. It's childish, i know. But i didn't want you to know that i'm online. Neither did you want me to know you were online isn't it ? You even changed your email. But the only place that i can know about you, without letting anyone know that i have been thinking about you, was through your blog. I didn't wanna ask anyone how was you. Only except for a few times, i ask my friends how are you. & whether you have been doing fine. I had to do all these in the shadows. & It's like as if i had something to hide. When i didn't have any at all.

What gave you the sudden outburst of courage to wanting to come patch things up with me? I have been curious, ever since felise told me, you were coming back. I was wondering and thinking, why did you want to come back suddenly? When felise told me, that you're afraid that i'll ignore you, or whatver. I was thinking to myself. Whether how i should react if you talk to me. I was considering how you'll feel if i will to ignore you. With all the courage you plucked out to come start a conversation to me. I feel that you don't deserved it. In fact, you should be the one ignoring me instead.

No, you didn't failed as a friend.

You were a wonderful friend, it's just that you thought you failed when you didn't. & you gave up on me. You didn't fail as anything. In fact, i was the one who failed. I wasn't there for you every single time when you needed me. But you had always been there when i needed someone. No matter how much weight i put onto you, you'll carry it with you at all cost & console me. You'll never let me down, you'll never leave me alone when i need someone. Only during the period when you were gone. I had noone to meet at night to sit down and talk about the smallest things, I had noone to sit the bus back from teckwhye to yewtee together with me. I had noone to meet with after school. I had noone to care for me like you used to be. That day, i lost you as my friend. It was seriously as painful as losing a family member. Like i said, it felt like as if we've known each other since our past lives. We were meant to be brothers and sisters. A friend like you, can never be found so easily. I can never have another one as compared as to you. You had been great, too great. With friends like you in my life, it'd be magnificient. It seriously would be. I'm talking like as if you played a veryvery important role in my life. In fact you are. & you'll always be.

But,
At this moment, if you'll to come talk to me, i'm sorry. But i'm afraid, i wouldn't really talk much like how we used to be. I've lost so much courage when you were gone. & now, i have no idea where to find back all these courage to face you anymore. But I'm sure, time can heal everything up.

We just need time, my old friend.

Initiative

In⋅i⋅ti⋅a⋅tive

  [i-nish-ee-uh-tiv, i-nish-uh-]

–noun

1. An Introductory act or step; leading action: to take the initiative in making friends.

2. Readiness and ability in initiating action; enterprise: to lace initiative.

3. One's personal, responsible decision: to act on one's own initiative.

4. The power or ability to begin or to follow through energetically with a plan or task; enterprise and determination

5. A beginning or introductory step; an opening move: took the initiative in trying to solve the problem.

Initiative.

A simple word indeed, but needs alot of courage to be done/shown.

I don't know how to start this. We used to be the best of the best friends. Perhaps not you, but you were my bestest, & closest friend. Noone could ever be compared to you. You were once my girlfriend, & then close friend, then bestfriend, & then enemy. We've been through every stage of life before. But now, we're @ the last stage life our friendship. & I don't know how to retrieve it back. Seriously, i have no idea, till this day. I have no idea. Why you wanted to severe our friendship and ties. I couldn't find what wrong i did, nor anything that made me disappoint you. I seriously couldn't. How long have it been seen we last talked? I've lost count of the number of days. & I don't know how long more should this last. You know, i don't know how to take this initiative to walk up to you and start a conversation. You know it's not easy for you. But what about me? You shattered my life, you made me cry, for you. You made me lost partial of hope in friends. Because, you were the closest friend I've ever got. & yet, knowing how much you mean to me, you shattered this thin layer of hope. It hurts, so much. I couldn't stop thinking about it for a long period of time. Tell me, how do i walk up to you and talk to you normally, like as if nothing happened? I can't, & i don't have the courage and guts to. You get what i meant? & if you'll to walk up to me. Neither will i know what to say or react. Whether to shout back at you, telling you how much you've hurt me last time. & how i feel. Or should i just act like that didn't happen to us. & put on a big wide smile for you because you came back. If you're asking me to choose the second option, i'm sorry, but i don't know how to. Unless you could teach me how to, by demonstrating it to me. That day when you were looking for me, i was still in school, i was @ the hall's staircase, waiting for you to come talk to me. I was thinking, perhaps the canteen had too much people, and you didn't dare to come. So i walked there slowly, hoping you might notice and just follow up. But i went up, sat for a while, & didn't see a single shadow of you. Soon later, they found me.

I've been thinking of you, my old friend.

How have you been? How are you? How's life? How's school? Have you been thinking of me? & Will we ever have this chance to be back like how we used to be before? I don't know, i don't know how to open up to you. I'm sorry my old friend, I'm sorry.

Imissyou, did you know?

I've been sitting here the whole day,
Waiting for the phone to ring.

Hoping the voice that i hear through the phone will be you.

But now, it just rang.
Indeed it was you.
& I wanted to ask you out to study together with me.

But i just didn't dare to.
Flashbacks keeps occuring in my mind.
You told me you've got no time for play.

No time for fun, you're afraid.

Baby, i'm as afraid as you are.

With this kind of results.
How do i get into the poly that i want ?

& As i picked up the call.

Your muffled voice passed through the speakers.

& asked her i was studying or not.
Yah. Indeed I am.

But alone.

& I wished you will be there with me so much.

But i couldn't ask you.
I was afraid, you'll feel, that i'm forcing you again.
I couldn't find any ways to communicate well with you.
I'm afraid, you'll raise your voice at me again.
I'm afraid of everything.
I'm sorry, to have always irritated you.

To have made you so upset.

I need you to believe and trust me.

Can you?

W.E.I.R.D

This is weird,
Why is everyone saying that my blog is nice, emotional, & it keeps them entertained ? Haha, There has been 3 peeps already. I needa know what is keeping them entertained and stuff. Haha. Perhaps i'll have to create a new poll. Haha. But I've ran out of questions. Readers of my blog, do post down a few suggestions on what questions i should put. It could be either comments or the tagboard theree.! :D Haha. Thanks thanks. I need suggestions on my blogg! Haha. & MY HIT COUNTERS ARE DROPPING! DAMNIT LAH! D:

Ohyah,

HAPPY ONE MONTH. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.! HAHA, AND YOU KNOW WHAT IT MEANS. HAHA. READERS OF MY BLOG, PLEASE DON'T MISUNDERSTAND. I DON'T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND :D HAHA. It's about this girl. SHE'S SUPER NICE TO MEEE ! :D HAHA. 18thSeptember! :D Haha.

&&&,
I wanna go for those courses, that teaches people how to smile ._. HAHAHA! I know this is stupid, but i want siah. I super admire people with charming and superduper beautiful smiles! :D ENVYENVYYY ! :D HAHAHAHAHA. But it costs at least a few hundreds, or may cost up to A THOUSAND, i guess. Cause that time i saw got an advertisement, on how to smile more nice ._. HAHAHAHA! I NEEDA LEARN HOW TO SMILE, FASTTT! :D

Oh,

that should be all for now. I'm going to study soon. Haha. TOODLES PEEPOLES! :D

HIHI, I FEEL GOOD TODAY!

TODAY SHALL BE A HAPPY DAY ! :D

I didn't take much photos with Friends on Graduation Night @ Regent! Wasted NAHSZXZX! ._. I only took with Yvonne, Mingwei, Jelyn, Venie, Huizhi. Didn't take with Pang, Boon, Esther. I not sure got take with Sylvia or not! :X HAHAHA! I couldn't remember.! Haha.

Since I'm free now, perhaps i can say a little on Regent's Graduation Night.

I was walking to school, then JONNEH called me, asked where i was. Told him i was @ Stagmont. So he asked me to wait for him. Haha. We walked, then YEEVON called me, asked where i was too ._. Both of them, really very the COUPLE-LIKE siah. Haha. So JONNEH & I waited for YEEVON @ the school's busstop. Haha. She came, with 2 PIGTAIL. HAHA, I tell you uh, she looked super innocent man.! Never see YEEVON so innocent before. HAHAHAHAHA! So we went in, signed in @ the general office there. then the prefects told us which class & blahblahblah~ Haha. We reported to the class, Everyone had SUPER BIG SMILEY FACES on their faces. They were all happy, all kept saying, 'YAY, WE'RE GRADUATING!'

& So,

Esther was walking around, giving out card with messages and pictures done by her! Must have been alot of efforts right Estherr ? Then after a while, we all have to go to the hall for our grand entrance already ! So Everyone, PRACTICALLY EVERYONE, started camwhoring. As my close friends might know, I'm not good at smiling at the cameras. So i kindly rejected, but they all said last year already. Never take, very wasted. So yah, took with my close friends lohs. Cameras are SCARY things. I'm not saying that it captures souls. But the black circle dots & the cameras lens are just creepy.! HAHAHAHAHA.!

So the class proceeded to the Hall for the GRAND ENTRANCE. As students are treating as the Guest-Of-Honour, The VIPs. Haha. So we were @ the Entrance, We see Red Carpets, Teachers, Guests, Principal, Vice Principals & So many people welcoming us in. So i told the class. "Since it's the last day, let's make it an memorable & Enjoyable one ! :D" So i told the class to wave their hands like they're the PRESIDENT entering to somewhere grand! :X HAHAHA. So i lead them first. So i started waving, and everyone started laughing. Then only our own clique de people did, The rest like bird de, never do together ._. Haha.

I gotta go out already.

I'll continue this post next time when i come back online. TOODLES! :D

Our journey ends, but the bond within the class doesn't.

Regent Graduation Night

I CAN'T BELIEVE I MISSED OUT THIS GREAT SHOW PERFORMED BY THE REGENT FORM TEACHERS OF THE GRADUATING CLASS!

Last Photo Of The Entire Class 4E7. Look @ The Happy Smiles On Everyone's Face.

(& LOOK OUT FOR SYLVIA'S TEETH!)

& MY 2 FAVOURITE PICTURE OF THE DAY WITH THEM ARE.! :D

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(Yvonne is in between Sylvia & Esther, while Boon is too shortt ! :X)

Just that it was short of Boon, He came in later._. & Also because i have a CUTE LIL TONGUE! :X & Everyone smiled HAPPILYY! & BEAUTIFUL LIGHT RAYS! :D

School Graduation Night was fun! :D Haha. I sure did many things to make people laugh and smile during the night. Did tons of mischiefs. I shall elaborate them next time if i get to post. I'm now rushing to meet Y. I'm frigging tired. After grad night, went home at around 11. Then told mama that I'm going to study at friend's house till next morning. So came back @ 6 am today. So yah, that should be all, anytime that I'm free next time. I'll post it up again. Love you guys! :D

Isn’t it ironic that the one you loved and trusted the most, is the one who killed you the most inside?

50 things I'll miss about you when you're gone,

The way you make me smile,

The way you tickle me,

The way you & i stare into one another eyes,

The way you look when you smile,

The way you let me messed your hair,

The way you do funny faces @ me,

The way you show me the -.- face,

The way you care for me,

The way you feel shy when i say some things,

The way you & i leaned back to back against each other,

The way your hair smells,

The way you allow me to play with your hair,

The way you make breakfast for me,

The way you joke with me,

The way you stick out your tongue @ me,

The way you & i stayed so closed with one another,

The way you sing to me,

The way you sacrificed things for me,

The way you make me fall deeper & deeper for you.

The way your hands & mine held closely together,

The way you consoled me that night,

The way you 'took' me,

The way you get high (Head-bang)

The way you fed me,

The way you say 'irritating',

The way you 'dance' when i 'took' you,

The way you'll be wrapped with my arms around your waist,

The way you lend me your cardigan/jacket when i'm cold,

The way you offered me your drinks,

The way you ask me if your bag was straight,

The way you'd want to meet me in the morning on tuesdays,

The way you & i will talk everytime i walk you home,

The way you'll always want to walk a longer path to your house,

The way you'll say you miss me,

The way you laugh,

The way you always borrowed your friend's phone to text me,

The way you'll pull your hands away,

The way you'll get so scared by animals,

The way you punched my nose when i scared you,

The way you used the calculator to hit my nose,

The way you swipe your hair through my face,

The way you'll bang the table when you're laughing

The way you'll clap when you're laughing,

The way you socialize with my friends,

The way you look when you can't wink,

The way you roll your eyes @ me & then start to laugh,

The way you let me tie your hair,

The way you looked with your hair tied together,

The way you'll make me miss you, when you're away,

The way i. loved. you.

I'll.miss.you,my.dear.

I'll always be in your shadows,

supporting you,

caring for you,

missing you,

watching over you,

motivating you,

encouraging you,

loving you.

Just when i thought, i got you. You were gone.

Loved, Lost.

I've lost, in this battle of love. You made it so clear last night, i held on. I tried to be strong. But i can't. At this most crucial period of time. You left, & i suppose, you'll never come back for me, again. Perhaps, you're happy being this way. Perhaps, he's better than me in anyway. Perhaps, Perhaps.

Till then, I'll be your shadow, supporting you, caring for you, encouraging you, waiting for you, & loving you.

I'll be the wind,

& I'll always be where you are.

10th Year Anniversary.

It's been 10 years my dear.

Morning woke up, Showered, Brushed teeth. I walked to his Altar, Lighted the Joss-Stick. I prayed, & spoked in silence. The words dashed through and across my head, hoping he'll know what i'm saying. I stared politely to the altar, and spoke. I left the Joss-Stick & let it burn. The smell of ash & smoke vanishing into thin air. His siblings came later in the morning. Prayed, Talked, Eat & left. I didn't go to visit him today. Or perhaps, this year. & I think, it's time i shall go find him soon.

Friends,

Don't worry aye? I'm fine. Seriously. Close friends knows what this post is all about. Only close friends does. I saw this phrase from Jeslyn's blog. It's quite true actually.

"Whoever says friendship is easy,

has obviously never had a,

True Friend."

- Bronwyn Polso

Training today.

TIRED SIAHSZXZX. Going to meet Y later on, Maybe with P and Y too ! :D HAHA, I bet you all can't decode the names. HAHAHAHAHA! :D We going to studyy. Haha, that should be all le. BUAIBUAII ! :D

Title-less.

I WANT THESE SONGS! :D

It's nice, but i can't find it anywhere other than youtube. :/

& who's got these songs, can send meee ? :D

F.ed up.

I hate people that are never appreciative for the things that people do for them . _|_

HI, & ME LURB CHIUU LONG TIMEESZXZX.! :D

Hi,
& I LURB CHIUZXZX! :D

I'm having a damn terrible headache :/

Hey,
Boys from the YOG National Handball Squad, training will commence on 22ndSept, @ CCAB. Last time I'm told, there're 3 trainings per week. So the rest of the 2, I still have no idea yet. & I'm going to study with J & Y later on. Haha. I don't know why, but i've been using initials on the name to post :X Haha. Okay, i'm having a terrible Headache now. & now I'll seriously will study already. No time for jokes & play. With YOG trainings coming thrice a week, it's really no time to joke already. I'm tired already. Hope J & Y calls me soon to study. :/

I'll wait for you, I'll.

& you know, imy.

Coool! :D
There's 3 person, that has the same birthdate as me ! :D Haha. & they're Mojin, Cynthia, & Regine. :D Haha. It's like so qiao manszxzx. Haha, Next year 2nd Of March, the 4 of us, all come out with our friends, then celebrate together :X HAHAHAHA! :D Cool righttt ? :D Hahahaha. Okay, this is some post that is draft. & i just saw that i didn't post it, So i post it now loh. Also nothing much already. Haha. Yesterday studied with Y. From 5 - 8+. Haha. That's about all already lah. Haha. BUAIBUAISZXZX :X

I LOVE YOU, ....

I've found, & realised.
There's this other person. Whom i love other than you. Noone can ever be as compared to her. & i know just found out, that she's never stop loving me for years. But i didn't take time to notice, didn't take time to listen to what she wants to say to me. Until a few days ago. We both got close together. We chatted & laughed. Even talked about girlfriends! :D Haha, Was really damn shocked lohs. She has like never talked to me about girlfriends before one. Then a few days she talked to me about it. Haha. But told me, i must concentrate on school stuffs first. Haha. I know i know, Like what my eldest brother says, during poly. Confirm can find one. Haha. So don't have to worry. Haha. & you must have been wondering who's this person right? Let me tell you who.
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IT'S MAMA! :D
Hahaha, surprising right ? :D Haha. My relationship with Mama has been improving. We crap about alot of things now. We sometimes even laugh our heads out. Haha. But i hope this remains. If only you could be like this everyday mama. It would be great. No screamings and naggings once you reach home. We'll greet you, & you'll greet us back with a smile filled with so much warmth ! :D Anyways, i've been SUPERDUPERUBER Busy. Haha. With school stuffs, revision, tuition, & exams ! :X Anything can text me, leave me an offline message, or anything if there's anything that you need to tell me or anything. When i have a chance to get online (which i'll try), I'll try to take note. Do remember to tell me who you are :D XIE XIE ! :D

You're Beautiful, & i can't resist you.

Foryouonly.

For you, & Only you.

Maybe i need to control the amount of Fake Smiles i show. :/

You know,

I can never seemed to understand what you think.

Or what you want from the start.

-"Tonight I'm falling, & I can't get up.

I need your loving hands to come & pick me up."

-She said, "Why are you tired?" He replied "I've always been."

-Paranoid,

I felt my phone vibrate, but it didn't.

-You know,

I don't mind loving you,

because you're all that i need right now.

-Sometimes,

A hug is all one needs to feel a little better. But they're just too ashamed to ask for it. Because they're afraid that people will feel that they're childish.

-I've been stealing glances from you,

did you know ? :/

-You voice,

The most audible sound.

Your fullname,

A sensitive phrase.

-Strive,

With the last breath.

For the last lap that remains.

Readers must be wondering what are all these quotes, phrases & sentences. All these are my feelings i have, or used to have. I store them in my phones' notes everytime a sentence or feeling crops up. Or just any meaningful meanings comes on to my mind. :/ Not all the notes are posted here, some are more private. So it's not suitable to be posted up here. I am going to sleep already. I'm not gonna be able to post so much already :/ Anyways, i'm going to sleep. Goodnight peepos!

I promise you this, a little too much.

"Practice Makes Perfect."
But if no one is Perfect, why practice? :/

- OSCARR. -

HELLOHELLOHELLO?!

WHERE HAS EVERYONE GONE TO? WHY NOONE BUYS ME ON FACEBOOK ANYMORE NIAO? Someone pleaseeeeeeeeeeee buy me on facebook ley. You add me @ Orsicaa@live.com. Then buy me. Please buy me ley. My worth is like super little siah ! :/ & it's saddening to see people's value rise so fast while mine is moving like snail ! D:

Ohohoh,

Anyone got books or documentaries to recommend regarding the Human Mind ones, PLEASE DO RECOMMEND TO ME PLEASEEE ! :D Or anything about what The Human Mind reacts, or thinks, or feels. :D Or any book to understand the Mind Or Opposite Sex better. Please do introduce ! :D THANKS THANKS. I'M SUPER INTO HUMAN MIND STUFFS ! :D

& I have chalet tomorrow! :D YIPPEE! But it's damn funny loh, i going for the chalet @ 9, .. PM! :X Because i have tuition from 6 - 7.30pm Haha. So bird right? haha. Then I'll be staying over. First time Staying over with Pang & Eee-wonne. I'm like damn excited loh. then the next day, I'll have to go home, Because in the Evening, i have got PEEE-OHH-EHH tuition. Then will be back by 4.30. then tuition starts @ 5. Haha. That should be about all. I'm going offline already. I've got Physics Remedial Tomorrow! :D

Oh,
:D & i also wanna thank Mr.TanKK today for making time out for Me & Ee-won to teach uhs maths! :D HAHA. THANK YOU MR.TAN! YOU'RE THE BEST TEACHER IN REGENT, SERIOUS! :D

I almost trip myself to death a few minutes ago.

FLUFLUFLU! D:

Stupid FLU lah, so irritating. It's been running since this morning after i woke up, and till now, it hasn't been better :/ & it sucks to have a damn acne on my nosee ! :/ OHMYGOD! I ALMOST DIED A FEW MOMENTS AGO. It's either death or concussion, or lost of memory. & that's why i changed my title to this immediately. So, I was walking into the toilet, then i tripped onto the edge, & my whole body flew forward & my head was just so damn close to hitting the sink. Then my right hand went forward to hold onto the sink, to stop my head from hitting the sink, then the top of my head hit my hand. Damn, this really was a super duper close shave.THANKS GOD! :D Really is like super duper uber damn close man. Gosh, god bless me man. :D

TUITION!
I'm having tuition in around 1 hours time. My tuition starts @ 8 - 9.30pm. Late manzxzx. But i don't want too early. Damn, my mucus is coming outta my nosee ! ._.!!! Something's wrong with the tap of my Left Nostril :/ Then i take tissue & STUFF INTO MY NOSE ! :X EWWW, i know it's disgusting. But at least it can make the tap of my nostril STOPP ! :D HAHAHAHAHA. Ohmygod, this is disgusting topic manszxzx ! :X HAHAHAHA. Oh, it's so boring nowww :/ & I'm listening to [Rooster - Deep & Meaningless.] Gosh, i love this song damn MANYMANY.! :D Anyways, i'm gonna get ready for my tuition already. Haha.

OHHH!
:D I wanna tell everyone, my week has been greattt ! :D Haha. All thanks to V-NEH, Pang, Von, Kellin, & a few others ! :D Haha. Thank you manymany peepos! :D

"I wanna ask you out together, alone. Can I?"

有一种爱叫做放手,为爱放弃天长地久。

My feelings are all in a mess.
Feelings, feelings.
Tell me what to do.
I wanna burst out in tears.

I don't know what to choose,

nor what to do.

Things always happen @ the wrong time,

& at the wrong place.

Bring me a ear,

Bring me a pair of eyes.
Bring me everything,

that makes me feel people still cares.

YOG Gold Team.

I guess, training will resume on October. Then i'll be busy already. It'll be 3 times training per week. Either 2 court trainings, & 1 gym training. OR 2 gym training, & 1 court training. Plus, i'll have to balance my Trainings, with my studies. I guess, i'll have to cut down the time spent with my friends. Seriously sorry, hope everyone can understand. I now still have around 2 months till o's starts. I really have to start bucking up already :/

Seriously,

I'm afraid for O's. Its just that i'm not showing out. I having difficulties with Maths, Science (Physics & Chemistry), Combine Humanities (SS & Geog) & POA. These are the few that are really scaring me. :/ I really can't afford to fail my subjects. :/ & something's wrong with my eyes. I can't see things clearly that are like 6 metres away. I think i have degrees already :/ & i need to wear spectacles :/ I think it's really bad. I've never had a problem seeing things that are far away. But now it's different already. & i know it. & i just took the facebook Colour blind test. & it says that i'm partially colour blind. It's either red/green or blue/yellow. :/ I don't know if it's true or not. But i did the quiz quite properly. But they said i got one wrong. So it's 89% ._. Something's wrong with my eyes i guess. But i have very high 'Shan Guang'. It's like the refracting thingy. I don't know lahs. Tomorrow school starts @ 11am for my class. Tomorrow is science practical. After that, I've got POA tuition from 5 - 7.30. It's 2 hours and 30 minutes. & Yillis will be joining the tuition too ! :D She joined for today's chemistry. Okay. I've just did something quite cool on Facebook. It's information since i was born. An estimated one. So here it goes.

True Facts:

You were born on Tuesday

Since you were born has passed 16 years.

Since you were born has passed 197 months.

Since you were born has passed 860 weeks.

Since you were born has passed 6,028 days.

Since you were born has passed 144,685 hours.

Since you were born has passed 8,681,123 minutes.

Since you were born has passed 520,867,394 seconds.

Funny Facts:

Your heart beat 694,316,236 times

Your hair grewn 246 cm.

You slept 48,224 hours

You ate 6,691 kg. of food

You drank 8,566 liters of liquid

You walked 34,962,400 steps, about 11,622 km.

You blinked 92,590,080 times.

You farted 90,420 times, producing 271 liters of CO2 (carbon dioxide) and 211 liters of CH4 (methane).

You urinated 20,495 times, almost 8,741 liters.

Joke right all these ? Haha. Okayokay, i've gotta go offline already. See everyone soon aye ? & I'm starting revision already. At least, i hope i can start revision. I need the motivation & determination . :/ Okayokay, I'm going off already. Toodles & Ciao! :D

You know,

i'll always keep you in my heart.

In the rain.

Just you and me,

Walking side by side,

Shoulders rubbing shoulders,

Drenched in the rain,

With the umbrella,

i held onto with my right.

OHMYGOD LAHSZXZX.

I'M NOW TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH CANON EOS 1000D ALREADYYY ! :D It's like the first DSLR camera i have ever used to take super nice shots. I shall show you all my shots next time. Haha. I'll upload it. Haha. So today went for School's Handball Training. It's only @ SGD 999.00 only! :D It's still alot. But I'm gonna work after my O's to buy this. Or maybe when i get into the poly. Haha. & then I'll get Photography Lessons when i get into POLY! :D

Oh,

i shall make it a quick post. As i gotta go to cousin's house soon. Yesterday was Regent's Teachers' Day Performance. I wanted to surprise the entire school, that i played drums. (FYI, I'm not a good drummer. I very louya de.) Haha. Then our band was the last performance. So before us was 'The Perfect Scar', so they played Simple Plan - Welcome to my life, & Save you. & their own composed song. Haha. Then our turn came. Gosh, the atmosphere was awesome man. The entire school is like filled with screams. Haha. Veryvery deafening. So we were called 'The Attached'. It's a last minute decided name because everyone in the band was attached, except for me._. Haha. So yah, I played the first song. Titled Run By Snow Patrol. Haha. I was real anxious in playing this song man. Haha. Somemore, My first time on stage for more than 10 seconds. Performing an item. It's seriously damn scary lohs. Plus, i've never played drums in front of an audience before. I was really like so afraid i'll screw up that song! :/ But i didn't really screw up much lahs. Haha. Okay, so my performance ended, then it was Syafiq's turn to take over the drums. Haha, I can tell you, he's the school's number1 drummer man. Haha. He play drums like noone does in school. That's damn awesome. Then we last minute discussed with Ms Su to ask for an encore. Like the perfect scars play welcome to my life, and the attached sings. Haha. Then we would name ourselves, ' The Perfectly Attached Scars'! Hahaha. Funny name right ? Haha. So Ms Su said it's okay. & all these all that lahs. Then we had an encore. Herman and Boon went out to sing. I also wanted to sing also. But they left too fast. & the curtains open already. & i didn't dare to. Hahaha. Cannot blame me lahs, later my singing, mesmerized everyone. Then jialat siah :X HAHAHA. No lahs, it's because i've got stage-fright. So i was really afraid. & i think that should be the exciting moments for the day already lahs. Haha.

Be strong, alvin.

I'm sleepy :/
I'm gonna sleep soon. Yesterday after tuition, me and boon slacked alone with foods from the Pasar Malam. Haha. So we were eating and talking. But it was me doing the talking for most of the times. Haha. Thanks uhs boon! Always sharing your ears with me, always having to tahan my OLD GRANDPA stories. HAHA, so we finished tuition @ 7.30, then we started chatting and chatting. About simply everything. Haha. Then it's like in just a blink of eyes, it's 2 hours already. So i went home around 9. So this is where all the D&T stuffs starts. I shower finish, then i started on D&T already. So it's like around 9 plus, i was doing D&T all the way till the next morning's 6 o'clock, then after that i went to shower and left for school. Haha. Haha. Then today, school started @ 9, so the D&T boys went down for the things also mahs, Haha. Then i went down @ 9 am, then we had VOLUNTARY-INTENSIVE D&T. So it's like, i didn't have any breaks. So i was like doing D&T from 9am to 6pm. Cool uhs ?! :X Hahahaha. Okayokay, I'm damn tired already. While typing this, i keep closing my eyes. I needa get a proper sleep. Haha. Anything just text me ayee ?! :D Haha. CIAOS! :D

This week is a great week ! :D

EEEEE!
GOT INSECTS FLYING AROUND ME! SO DISTRACTING MAN ! :X Hahaha. This shall be a short post. Because i don't have much time to post. I'm like now rushing my olevel D&T. Tomorrow's the deadline already. I've only got a total of around 43 pages of D&T work in my folio only. That's like below expectations lahs ! :/ My expectations is like at least a 60 leys. But i don't think will have enough time. Haha. I've heard the most crazy one man, This guy from my school. Also doing Olevels D&T. His folio has got 160 pages currently! HAHAHA! THAT'S LIKE SUPER DUPER ALOT MAN ! :X HAHAHA. Envy siah. But nevermind, I go for quality work, not quantity. Haha. Must buck up niaos. around 60 more days to Olevels. JIAYOU OSCAR JIAYOU ! :D

Ohyahs,
Within 2 months, my blog gonna reach 4000+ viewers niaos ! :D HAHAHA. Contented contented! :D
-I (L) YOUR BEAUTIFUL SMILE, MESMERIZING EYES, & YOUR SILKY LONG HAIR ! :D

I'll sing it one last time for you.

This few days,
Had been quite busy these few days. Due to tuition, D&T, tuition & more D&T! :/ Then yesterday Pang, Boon, Herman & a Few more went for the Auditions for Teachers day. I was there too. They playing Snow Patrol - Run. I've never heard the song before. The song is just right above :) Then i today went to download the song. Then found the drum quite manageable. So, i went to try to figure out how to play. I listen the song from 8 plus to around 10 plus. Kept repeating & repeating. Trying to find out how to play. By my own effort, i try to figure out anything. & i finally knows how to play already. 2 hours of hardwork, finally it gets paid off. I really hope i can play the drums on Teachers' day :/ But got Carlo :/ But i hope, i can play, but if Carlo & the rest doesn't mind, I hope they can add me in, I'll play the drums and Carlo will play the guitar. :/ But i really hope everyone wouldn't mind. Cause it's like the last year in Regent already. So i want to have like a performance on stage. Haha. But i don't want everyone can see me one. I got stage-fright. :/ That why i damn scared of stages. Everytime got achievements, i go up stage, my legs go jelly. & i'll be damn afraid. Serious. That's why if i'm gonna be hiding behind the drums, i think it will be fine being like this. I'll have to try getting on stage mahs. Haiyahs, anyways. I'll have to go offline already. Goodbyee.

*Studying tomorrow with ahwei.*

JUMP, Comix Martial Arts Performance.

Wahlao,

I WANT TO EAT SHAKER-FRIES, WHO'S KIND ENOUGH TO BUY IT FOR ME, I'LL LURB YOU MANYMANY! :X I;m like in a super duper bad craving for that man ! :x &&&, I want watch this Performance siah.

Okayokay,

Here's the details.

"DATE:

11-13 Sep 2009

Fri, 8pm

Sat & Sun, 3pm & 8pm

DURATION:

Approx 1 hr 20 mins

VENUES:

Esplanade Theatre

TICKET PRICE:

(Exclude Booking Fee)

Standard - S$88, S$78, S$68, S$58, S$38

VIP Box - S$88

Please add to above price $3 Booking Fee per ticket for tickets above $20 and $1 Booking Fee per ticket for tickets $20 and below. Charges include GST where applicable.

LANGUAGE:

Non-Verbal

SYNOPSIS:

Back by popular demand, “JUMP” is a non-verbal, 80-minute hyperactive sitcom. From the same producer of the recent sell-out show “BREAKOUT”, it promises audiences action of the kind they would see in cross between Jackie Chan and the Matrix movies, live on stage, without the use of harnesses or any special computerized effects. An entirely new and creative genre, “JUMP” expertly blends Asian martial arts including Taekwondo - the ancient Korean martial arts form with dazzling acrobatics and a healthy dose of uproarious slapstick humour into an action-packed, family-friendly production.The performance tells the story of a Korean family well-versed in martial arts, with a crotchety grandfather who enjoys nothing more than challenging the rest of the family to martial arts showdowns. The family used its expertise to repel two burglars who break into their house, to hilarious effect -- showing off their extensive training in martial arts, acrobatic and gymnastic moves, as well as comic acting all at the same time.Since its 2003 debut, “JUMP” has continued to play to full houses in downtown Seoul, in a theatre purpose-built to house the production. Internationally, it has garnered numerous accolades and has toured Asia and the West with great success. "

Copyright ©1998 - 2009. SISTIC.com Pte Ltd. All Rights 2009 Reserved

Ohmygod lahs,
It's just so cool lohs please. I missed out Breakout, I don't wanna miss out this too :/ Who wanna sponser me for this?! :X Haha, Or does anyone wanna watch ? I reallyreally want to watch siahszxzx :/ It's so disheartening to know that it's back by popular demand, but i can't watch it already :/ Haiyah, Nevermind. There's just so many things that i want. & now, I'm rushing for D&T already, this Friday is My D&T Submission deadline. ISLANDWIDE SUBMISSION FOR OLEVELS! DIE NIAOS NAHS DIE NIAOS NAHS. THIS TIME, I'M IN A RUSH, BUT I QUITE LIKE THIS FEELING. At least, this shows i'm keeping myself occupied with the right things to do :) Not busy and occupied because of going out to play or stuffs. Haha, There's chemistry tuition @ Stalford tomorrow, & POA tuition @ Stalford too the day after tomorrow. Haha. Just that the stupid Maths @ Stalford. They can't find a tuition Teacher for us. Haha, & i don't like one of the class, because it's so damn FRIGGING NOISY! Kellin knows which is it :X Haha.!

OHOHOH,

EVERYONE! THE LUANR SEVENTH MONTH IS COMING SOON, MEANING HUNGRY GHOSTS FESTIVAL! :X THOSE AFRAID OF GHOSTS, DO REMEMBER TO GET HOME EARLY! :) & dear friends around, please don't risk trying to play any games to interact with GHOSTS ! :) Don't risk it, unless if you're with me, I'll protect you! :x HAHAHAHAHA! KIDDING KIDDING! Alrightey, that should be all already. Haha. CIAOS!

( Yknow, i still loves you. )

365 DAYS COUNTDOWN TO YOG!

TIME CHECK : 3.50+am.
It's 3:50, yet I'm still not asleep. Okay, I'll just put up a quickquick post. Haha. Today school was normal. Haha. Then after that came back home, onlined. & then around 6 plus i went to Padang @ Cityhall. Haha. It's the 365 days to Youth Olympic Games in Singaporee :) Haha. The atmosphere there was high man! :) There was a few 987fm DJs i think, & other DJs that remixes songs one:x Damn nice lahs. Haha. See them scratch the thing. Super cool. Haha. Anyways, also nothing much lahs. Haha. I'm going to sleep already. My eyelids are feeling kinda droopy. I'm gonna sleep le. Goodnight my lovely readers! :D LURBLURB EBERYONE! :D

HEYHEYHEY!

I hope it will be a good month.
A whole new month, a whole new start, a whole new beginning for me :) Oh, I've just heard news on this Friday's countdown. On this coming Friday, 14Th August, The entire YOUTHS representing Singapore for the Youth Olympic Games will be down @ Padang this Friday. Including me! :) Remember to go support.

It's a 365 days countdown to Youth Olympic Games.
HAHA! ALL THE PEOPLE PARTICIPATING IN THE YOUTH OLYMPIC GAMES WILL ALL BE PRESENT. BUT OF COURSE, IT'S ALL SINGAPOREANS. From what i heard, there'll be a total of 27 sports! So you can imagine how crowded the entire place will be. With future talents and athletes all around the place. It must SUPER NICE AND FUN GETTING TO BE ABLE TO SEE SO MANY PEOPLE ALL AROUND SINGAPORE. FUTURE STARRRRSZXZX! :D SO I THINK IT SHOULD BE OPENED TO PUBLIC. HAHAHA. PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU'RE GONNA BE THERE AYE? I'M NOT REALLY SURE WHERE. BUT I KNOW IT'LL BE @ PADANG. :)

OHOHOH,
& I've also got another news. The official resultse selections results will be out on 26th August. Like that time i said, it's a difficult spot man. Out of close to a hundred peepos, only 14 peepos will be choosen for the team. That's seriously a hard one. ): Seriously, i'm a little afraid. I don't wanna put on a expectation so high. If not it'll end up being disappointment again. I'll just hope for the best. & Be mentally prepared. But I really want to get into the team siahszxzx ): Haiyahs. Nevermind. Everyone wish me all the bestt! :) Teehee. Directly 2 more weeks to the release of the results. SCARY SIAHS! :/ Okayokay, I've gotta go offline niaos. Haha. Everyone do remember to come to my blog and visit! :) & PLEASE DO TAG LAHS EVERYONE! EVERYTIME SO LITTLE TAG. SO SAD DE SIAH. NO MATTER WHETHER I KNOW YOU OR NOT, JUST LEAVE A TAG WITH YOUR NAME :) & YOUR URL. HAHA. THANKSTHANKSTHANKSSSSS :) GOODBYE EVERYONE.

LURBLURB EVERYONE LONGLONG TIMEEE <3>